It came to me last night. I get why I'm here. Why I'm going through this.
I am an agry person. Unfortunately, I would loose my temper all the time. My poor kids and husband. I honestly pray I was not as bad as Colin. Actually, I know I was never this severe. At least when I'd loose it, I'd still talk. I would tell people what was wrong and why I was upset.
That doesn't make it alright. I guess I'm seeing what it's like to live with someone like I used to be.
Wow. What a wake up. I get it now.
I'm ready to go back home and try to make it up to those people. They deserve so much better than I ever gave them. I just hope it's not too late...