I took today off work - called in sick. I'm not really lying. I have been out of sorts for a few days now. Besides, I have to do some day to day stuff that I really can't do while I'm at work - replace my debit card, see the chiropractor, get my new glasses adjusted. It's a shame I'll loose the 2 hours of overtime. But since I'm salary, I won't loose the entire day. I still feel guilty about it though.
So I'm starting my morning off by sleeping in. Going to get a good breakfast at some point. Get all my running around done too.
I didn't do anything last night after work. The office shut down an hour early. A blizzard blew in. We got out of there while there was still some daylight to see.
I need to not only get moving again. I also need to get practicing. I don't want to waste the time and money I spent on those dance lessons this past weekend.
Overall I've been feeling completely defeated. I got on the scale this morning. I wasn't expecting to see any results - I haven't worked at it since last Thursday. I was kind of surprised to see some progress. Mind you, when I was kicking my butt, I didn't see any. I know there can be a lapse between the work, and the results. I also know something else. If I don't get back to it soon, I'll watch that hard work all be wasted too.
I know it doesn't really sound like it, but I am feeling a little better today. More at peace. I've just fallen into a rut, and need to find a way to crawl back out of it. I guess I need to write a today's kick in the butt blog soon.