Wow. What a crazy weekend.
I finally did it. I packed my bags and left the abusive room mate I've been with for almost a year. Just packed up and left while he was out of town.
We have other issues going on in that friendship now. I'll deal with that later though. Right now, I have something more important to deal with - ME!!!
Okay, even I know it's not always that easy. But I also know when it's time for some tough love, and starting to kick my own butt.
TODAY IS THAT DAY!!!
Yes, this weekend was hard. It's going to still hurt on and off for a while. Deal with it. Cry if you gotta. BUT STOP WALLOWING.
You can't stop all the hurting. It'll heal in it's own time. But you can do something. You can focus on you for a while
Get out there. Do what you need to do.
Okay, so today you feel too sluggish. Still down.
Make ya a deal. The water is on in the new place today - finally.
Go HOME and clean. Put on the hrm and clean. Clean until you are exhausted. Clean until you can see an end in sight. JUST CLEAN!
Okay, it's not quite the Nike logo Just Do It! But why not? It's physical. I'll burn calories. And I'll be accomplishing something for me. Getting my place together. Starting to set up a place I can settle into. A place to feel comfortable. Secure. A place where I can become ME again.
I don't think that's such a bad thing...